Thursday, March 26, 2009.

Making her happy used to be so easy, now there's so many things in the way.
even a surprise is so hard to pull off. mummy said she will give me 30 tomorrow:) wanted to buy cheese cake for baby and surprise her, but i don't think she wants.

i did change.

tomorrow she's working at a bar/pub/ dunno...
i didn't say anything, i thought positive and was happy for her first job.
i wanted to go see her, but i make her nervous somehow, ill pass on that.
maybe her next job I'll take a peak.

i wish things were like before,
everything used to be soo easy, well yes things ARE AMAZING right now, like ITE is extremely lepak. things with parents got better. i wouldnt change anything, k maybe somethings.

but i like things now, except for feeling like a burden most of the time:)
I'm gonna eat now...

I understand, But don't push me too far away, i know you have other people around you, but I'm not invincible.

i love you

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